I seriously lack motivation... mainly due to me being without any kind of work for 3 years. I can't even get any freelance work... art has become my enemy. I miss the days where I would do art for the love of it!
Now it only reminds me of my failed attempt at being an artist.
I don't wish to be like these big wigs on here that have super awesome art jobs, where they get to do art all day everyday and get paid well for it. I mean, sure that would be awesome, but I know it will never happen.
I just ask for a cushy job doing work that I somewhat enjoy... so I can focus on my art again without it having a negative effect on me.
Oh well... bitching in the wind never solves problems.